Today we celebrated the fifth birthday of our sweet Leanne. Even though she isn't physically here on earth with us. I can feel of her spirit. One thing I realized today, was the years 2, 3, and 4 were easy to deal with on this day. But today, was quite an emotional one. Erich and I were talking about why the three past years weren't so difficult was because our other 2 were so little, we were in and out of the hospital so much with Natalie that we really didn't have time to be emotional. As I woke up this morning, my heartbreaks for my sweet baby. I cannot even began to describe how much I wish that she were here or how much I wish I could just hold her one more time. Oh, how I miss our beautiful baby. With the tragic shooting that happened yesterday in Connecticut really broke my heart. I taught at an elementary school before. There was a time we had to go on lock down due to a man close to the school who the police were looking for. It was a scary moment but I remember how calm I was to my students, we sat in the corner with the lights out and the door locked. I read books to them. They had no idea what was going on.
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