Heartbroken....

Well I haven't ever been this heartbroken before. Actually, I never imagined that I would have to go a day without seeing my babies! Erich usually gets off work at 7am, comes home and sleeps till 3 pm then we go to the hospital to see Eva, come home, eat dinner, then he heads off to work. Well today, he had a huge report from a call that he went to this morning. He didn't get home until 4pm! (9 hours later!) He came home and slept until he had to go to work again. I really really wanted to go and see our little Jellybean. I wasn't able to leave Natalie with her being sick and needing treatments every couple of hours. My heart was crushed into a thousand pieces. I cried for so long that I now have a HUGE headache and I feel so sad that I can't be there with her tonight. I am so grateful for a husband who works hard for our family, he doesn't even complain about working extra hours for our family. He could have taken tonight off, but he would lose the overtime pay. So he decided that it was best that he still go into work with only 4 hours of sleep. I am so grateful for such wonderful nurses that have taken wonderful care of our little Eva. I know that we can depend on them to care for her when we cannot be there. Today has been a rough and tough kinda day. But I know that with Heavenly Father's help, Natalie will get better, Eva will someday soon come home with us. Thank you so much for all the love, support and prayers for our little miracle babies. We love you all so much!