Thursday, October 29, 2009
Random.....
Okay, so each season I clean out my closet. It may sound crazy but I dislike clutter and well I don't use it or wear it, I get rid of it. Simple as that! So these past few weeks, I have been rearranging, decluttering our place. It is such a stress reliever for me. I actually enjoy cleaning and organizing! Anyways...so I have this light blue Kansas City wizards tee-shirt that I got free at a wizards game. This shirt is been worn as my pj shirt for the past 2 years. I even wore it when we painted our living room, so it has little specks of brown paint! For the past few seasons, when I have decluttered my dresser, I have came across this very worn tee-shirt. It hasn't even crossed my mind, that I need to get rid of this. This shirt has a memory, not a memory that I ever want to go through a again but it does. I just cannot let it go. This is the shirt that I wore to the hospital the morning I gave birth to my Little Angel Leanne. It may sound silly that I am holding on to a tee-shirt when I have pictures, a memory box with foot/hand prints, a hair clipping, and a picture of our sweet Leanne. Maybe someday I can get rid of it, but as for now, I can't. Is that a bad thing? I don't like to think that I am crazy but when I wear it, it helps me to remember her and the spirit that she left us. I love that feeling.
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I just want to say NO, u are not crazy. My sister when she lost her baby and her tube. She had a eptopic pregnancy and her tube ruptured so she had emergency surgery. She was afraid the scars would go away so she had a tattoo of a cherry blossom put right were they are. Not saying that everyone has to do a tattoo, but that everyone has their way of handling the pain and holding their memories and for you, it includes a shirt. Anyway I just wanted to let ya know you are not crazy at all.
I don't think you are crazy. You have to decide when the right time is to get rid of it. Or not. Keep it if you want.
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